My Confession

When I start dating a guy, just call him Moody anyway, I thought I like him as someone special. As the time went fast, I realized my feeling was not that deep enough to be his special. When he decided to break up our relationship, I was sad, I cried, I was angry. Why? It hurt my pride actually. However, it didn’t take a long time for me to start a conversation again with him. At that time, I thought why I could talk to him easily while I cannot this easy with Jei. After we broke up, as months passed, I realized once again that I should thank him for letting me go. If I was still with him, it would hurt both of us. See. I wonder whether I ever love him once.

Relationship will not last forever when we force each other to be together. I can’t make him happy. He will hurt my feeling. Then why we should be together when we can’t be happy? And he is a silent type guy. He didn’t tell me what wrong is and where. It will lead us miscommunication and hurt us deeply again.

Now, I like him still. But in different form. I like him as a friend. I move on and he should also move on. I believe he will.